We HAVE to go to school tomorrow. I'm going nuts at home. I don't want to lesson plan anymore. My motivation is completely gone.
Tomorrow is our second weigh-in, and I'm starving today. I don't know why I'm so hungry. I could seriously eat for hours, I think. If I don't lose weight tomorrow, I'm going to seriously consider quitting. I know that sounds harsh and ridiculous, but I feel like I'm putting this effort in to stay the same. If I was going to stay the same, couldn't I just eat the things I wanted to eat in the first place? This is going to pay off, right? I'm not just doing this for nothing, right?
Arggg...
(P.S. Here we go, Morgan. Only four posts in, and I'm already to the whining stage).
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